秋天の童話 My Spring Seasons

What an idiot!
Asked me to fax over the documents
But he himself picked-up the phone, answered and spoke to me a few times today
Then how would I going to fax him the documents that he need?
Why old man always doesn’t know how to control the machine?
This was not local phone call
Waste my company’s money and waste my time

It’s been quite sometimes I didn’t type my feeling by using English
I prefer to write in English
Easier for me
But I prefer to type Chinese in my blog
Easier for me to express myself there
Isn’t it funny?

Sometimes
I feel so sorry about myself
Not even know what I am doing daily
Wake up from sleep
Go to work
Have night tuition class every evening till 10 o’clock except Saturday and Sunday
Then go back and sleep again
Everyday doing the same work
Again and again
No wonder my friends asked me how to get to know boy friend?
They start worrying about me

Sometimes I have to pretend myself
Pretending as a fool
Don’t know anything
Just follows the instructions from my big boss
But I have to make sure myself didn’t get into the trouble
Bosses are the same
When something was wrong then want to get someone to bear it
And
I am that person!
Why my big boss can’t threat me fairly?
Huh, why life is so difficult?
I am still looking for the meaning of life until today

What’s a bored life for me!
What’s a boring person!

Am I a fool or an idiot?
I can’t justify by myself.